i scare myself a little too much [[MORE]] i hope this is the last of it. but that’s what i tell myself every time. i’m always too choked, too dried out to even categorize my feelings and try to articulate them respectfully. but everything has an expiration date, right?
letters to lovers
[[MORE]] E- there was always a certain inequity in our relationship. i should have known better but i simply convinced myself that i was falling for you very, very slowly. despite all your grand gestures and dedication…and sacrifice and devotion..i could not reciprocate your affections. part of me was always convinced that everything you did had an ulterior motive of self-interest. so i...
so much to do, so little time
this is the part i hate about relationships, fall into one life, fall out of another. i need to get back on schedule.
move ahead or move on. either way, keep going forward.