I guess you count as an internet friend, since you live on the other side of the planet. You and I get along extraordinarily well, I’m sure you know. Our story is pretty unique. I still remember our dates… .you rude little punk. Maybe one day we’ll make both our parentals happy and finally get married.
I owe you a lot of apologies. i’ll never get the chance to say it to your face, but here’s not exactly the best place either. truth be told, i’m disappointed in how our relationship turned out. but i guess i can’t ask to be friends because i hardly deserve it. Looking back, i’m ashamed at my behavior. I know you think I used you to replace ____. But I did care about you, and to this day I can say that I have never fought for anyone more than I fought for you. I want you to know that it was real, and that I’m sorry it wasn’t enough for me.
Things ended for us way back, but as far as things have gone, the end has never really been the end. I’m happy that after 5 years, we can finally be at peace with each other. You’re always going to be the person that I compare everyone else to. I don’t love you anymore, but I’m sorry I never told you when I did.